Worth it All
                
                                    As I was preparing to leave in the weeks leading up to Africa I felt discouraged.  I didn’t feel the excitement I wanted to feel or felt I should I have.  And I had been excited to go for several months.  So I wanted to figure out what had changed.  Was it me?  Was it nerves about leaving the country?  Was I scared to be in contact with people who had AIDS?  I knew I had been discouraged with my job search and that was putting a damper on things, but it should not have had the effect it did.  I actually felt the trip was coming at a good...                
                
            
        
        
                
        
        
        
        